New painting

Well i say new painting it is actully my very first acrylic painting on canvas,i gave up drinking a year ago as i started getting very screwed up in the head well again i say getting what i mean to say is i started to forget why i was such a temprimentle crazy person in the first place,and it was the simple fact that i couldnt find what or who i wanted to be!.I started writing free verse poetry and drawing the most bizarr pictures ever seen by anyone i knew,well they thought i was weird and at a young age i thought weird was a bad thing to be,(never thought of looking the word up in a dictionary,so i carried on as everybody expects you to be "normal",so as a young adult i started to drink bad mistake but i did calm down,then fell in love and so started the poetry and drawings again,just being myself you could say,well the shakespearian love i had to halt then a year later got with my partner now who got jealous and made me burn everything i had wrote and drew,my muse was no more,he has to be the most uninspiring man i have ever met,well not so long ago i saw a face on twitter and asked him if i could paint him?he was honourd,that was the first piece of insperation for thirteen years.Well thats it about my new painting.Rob